One side thinking "ya, will get over it" another side actually hoping "its more than a normal/occassional crush". Lol. The lyrics in David Archuleta's 2 songs "Crush" and "A Little Too Not Over You" is sooo applicable to my feelings right now. ^_^"
(On a sidenote, being emo reminds me of something. I got to really realised what comedians mean when they say its tough for them in their job. Similar experience for teachers in a way. Sometimes I might be bothered by something, or as like now, feeling emo.
But in sch when the kids greet you, you still have to return them a smile or reply. When they speak to you, when they confine their prob in you, you can't let your own feelings manipulate your mind. When you step into the classroom, you still have to and ought to teach/interact with the same gusto and enthusiasm. Its not easy, I've experienced it now.
Can you imagine how worse things get when some kids simply refuse to behave or listen to instructions? Its like internal+external war. Lol. Ehmm I hope I won't get quoted on these or have my blog blocked. Just a penny of my emo thoughts. Would also like to take this opportunity to apologise to anyone whom I failed to return a smile/greeting to at any moment, be it in sch or outside. I'm not ignoring or worse still, belittling you/taking your respect/friendliness for granted. My sincerest apologies. ^_^/)
But in sch when the kids greet you, you still have to return them a smile or reply. When they speak to you, when they confine their prob in you, you can't let your own feelings manipulate your mind. When you step into the classroom, you still have to and ought to teach/interact with the same gusto and enthusiasm. Its not easy, I've experienced it now.
Can you imagine how worse things get when some kids simply refuse to behave or listen to instructions? Its like internal+external war. Lol. Ehmm I hope I won't get quoted on these or have my blog blocked. Just a penny of my emo thoughts. Would also like to take this opportunity to apologise to anyone whom I failed to return a smile/greeting to at any moment, be it in sch or outside. I'm not ignoring or worse still, belittling you/taking your respect/friendliness for granted. My sincerest apologies. ^_^/)
From "Crush"
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
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Has it ever crossed your mind?
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?
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From "A Little Too Not Over You"
(Different scenario but similar feelings ba...)
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
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