My Last Teaching School Term

... ... began today. First thing in the morning, first day already kanna asked 'to help out' with stuffs. Seems to deja-vu - thoughts of the 'arrows' which came my direction during NS come to mind. Aiya they say I am 大红人, what to do? Lol. Nvm, in everything you do/failed to do, always aim to learn or take away something from it, ehm even if its your own precious leisure time (haha no la, jking).

Monday - booked.
Tuesday - booked; in fact being 'chased' by two sides to help ^_^"
Wednesday - course after meeting (if I remember correctly)
Thursday - booked.
Friday - fingers crossed won't be 'touched'. need to set aside time for my own soccer training lor...
Next Sat - booked.

To my slight surprise, didn't see any new faces today. Remembered this time last yr, after Mar holidays was when I arrived at the school. Well, maybe they are here, just that didn't get to see cos of my lessons.

Last few weeks to go liao. Dunno how I will feel leh... I remember during my ORD I was actually closer to shading tears then jumping for joy at getting back my pink NRIC lor... Soft? No. Sentimental? Yes, for sure. That's y people treasure me as a friend/confidant ma. Lol. Ok la, don't 老"陈"卖瓜 le. It's a busy 'opening' week ahead, but I guess that's what the mini break in the prior week was meant for.

On a sidenote: 4-0 vs. RM, 4-1 vs. Man Utd, 5-0 vs. Aston Villa, Rafa Benitez signing new 5 yr deal. Could there be a better 10-14 days spell for Liverpool Football Club? Definitely not, unless we win the Holy Grail and keep our record as record winners intact. Walk on... walk on... You'll Never Walk Alone!

Regards n YNWA~

Eeeemo Week...

Increasingly 'emo' with every passing day. Another 'deer' got lost in my heart again..., "bing-ing" here, "bong-ing" there. Lol. 这种感觉又来了。Don't know is self-deceiving or super sure la, but based on experience, time should heal the 'swore' suffered after the collisions lor. :P

One side thinking "ya, will get over it" another side actually hoping "its more than a normal/occassional crush". Lol. The lyrics in David Archuleta's 2 songs "Crush" and "A Little Too Not Over You" is sooo applicable to my feelings right now. ^_^"

(On a sidenote, being emo reminds me of something. I got to really realised what comedians mean when they say its tough for them in their job. Similar experience for teachers in a way. Sometimes I might be bothered by something, or as like now, feeling emo.

But in sch when the kids greet you, you still have to return them a smile or reply. When they speak to you, when they confine their prob in you, you can't let your own feelings manipulate your mind. When you step into the classroom, you still have to and ought to teach/interact with the same gusto and enthusiasm. Its not easy, I've experienced it now.

Can you imagine how worse things get when some kids simply refuse to behave or listen to instructions? Its like internal+external war. Lol. Ehmm I hope I won't get quoted on these or have my blog blocked. Just a penny of my emo thoughts. Would also like to take this opportunity to apologise to anyone whom I failed to return a smile/greeting to at any moment, be it in sch or outside. I'm not ignoring or worse still, belittling you/taking your respect/friendliness for granted. My sincerest apologies. ^_^/)

From "Crush"

Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

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Has it ever crossed your mind?
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

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From "A Little Too Not Over You"

(Different scenario but similar feelings ba...)
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....