Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Sweet Dream vs. Beautiful Nightmare

A couple of days when I happened to hear the radio DJ mention that Beyonce's 'Sweet Dream' had an original version named 'Beautiful Nightmare', I thought it was meant to be a cold joke. Not anymore, after I heard that "original/cover" version by Travis Garland.

Think Beyonce's version 'stole the thunder'. Afterall, 1st impression counts but the two songs are of different perspectives so not too much of 'competition' or conflict there. Nice way of getting the messages through same tune.

Positive outlook vs. Negative past. Take your pick.

Happy Childrens' Day



Enjoy tml and then get back to working hard, ya? ^_^ Have a blessed and merry Childrens' Day!

Monday, September 28, 2009

No Turning Back

"A bend in the road is not the end of the road... unless you fail to make the turn."


"Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain."

Emo times are here again. Can't remember since when, but "I know/understand how you feel" became a line I distant myself from. Can sound like just paying lip service. Simply because you can't. UNLESS you've been through the same (yes, SAME, not even similar - cos everything can be of different degree). Prefer to show support or concern through actions. Similarly, that's the way I prefer in terms of receiving them.

No one will understand what another is going through, although one may sense it. The common saying is don't keep things to yourself, share it, seek advice etc. Unfortunately, life is often not as 'common' as it is. Somethings are better off conquered alone, like it or not.

Made countless turns. Tripped over the many pebbles. Seems to be moving around in a round about. Know there'll be an end to the road (there has to be one!) but seriously can't see it at the moment. There's no turning back. Only direction to move on is forward. Cant' and won't turn my head back.

“车到山前必有路, 船到桥头自然直”。 - Hope so!




I've taken my beating
I've shed but im me
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Bye Bye, Crayon Shin-chan. 永别了~


Mainichi Daily news reported:

A body found at the bottom of a cliff on a mountain in Gunma Prefecture has been identified as that of Yoshito Usui, author of the popular manga “Crayon Shin-chan.”

Police identified the author’s body from dental records. Gunma Prefectural Police said that Usui appeared to have fallen 120 meters from Tomoiwa cliff on Mount Arafune, which straddles Gunma and Nagano Prefectures.

Usui’s camera and his backpack, which contained his cell phone, wallet and some clothing, were found on a slope about 50 meters away.

A climber found the body on Saturday morning, and a Gunma Prefectural Police helicopter lifted it out of the area on Sunday afternoon. An autopsy conducted at Shimonita Police Station concluded that Usui likely died around Sept. 11 after his lungs were crushed from the impact of the fall.


Been engrossed completing my assignments due today that I was late when this news reached me. The last news I came across on Yoshito Usui, author of the manga "Crayon Shin-chan" aka 蜡笔小新,was through Taiwanese news reporting on his disappearance and MIA.

Sad news indeed. How ironic is it, for someone who has provided so much laughter to others, through his work, to pass away through such painful, miserable death. Again, dare I say, life is never fair. Stay positive though.

I'm not exactly an avid fan but the way he portrayed Shin-chan was creative and interesting. Like one of my lecturer previously mentioned, its like an adult's soul in a child's body. He's not dirty-minded. He's not flirty. He's simply curious and sees things a wee bit different from what would've been expected from a child of his age. Usui is a big loss and so is Shin-Chan. Shin-Chan's "butt-dance" will be missed!

R.I.P.,一路好走。

Life is never fair, and perhaps it is a good thing for most of us that it is not.
- Oscar Wilde


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Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't you know
You're beautiful...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

1 Down 3 To Go

1 assignment cleared. 3 to go. 2 to clear by this wk. Looking forward to completion and recess week for some much needed break and time for revision in preparation for test the week after as well. Gambatte!!! >_< (DBSK/Tohoshinki/東方神起/동방신기: Why Did I Fall In Love With You)

English Lyrics :
Why did I end up falling for you?

No matter how much time has passed,

I thought that you would always be here

But you have chosen a different road

Why wasnt I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Life is... ...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.

- Mother Teresa


Friday, September 4, 2009

So 'Drama' Yet So Real

Today marks the end of my MIA. It's been quite some time since I turn to this 'method' to ease my emo-ness and soothe my mood. The past 10-14 days have been pretty frustrating. Really 'it's like one step forward and two steps back'. But hey, like the saying goes, 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'.

Been indulging myself in songs, both old and new. This one reminds me of a 'dilemma' which I found myself in years ago - of cos not to the extent of what Jay Zhou 'did' (>_<")!

If you've been in a similar/same situation before, this song will pretty much click with you (actually most of his songs does, cos they each tell a story). If you haven't before, then pray that it'll never happen to you!

The ending I met up with wasn't the same as the one in his MV though. Not that I'm regretting/despairing over. Sometimes, things are best left the way they are. You don't have to grab and hold it in your palms to know you 'own' it.

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸



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缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边



Tuesday, September 1, 2009

SW: Dedication To You

Ello! Back briefly from MIA to stay true to my words and dedicate a song as promised.

I was deciding between 断了的弦 and 安静. Decided on this cos I think this one has more depth than the former, and feel it fits you better too.

Also choose CL song since (you claim) your CL is good. LOL. Refer to the chinese lyrics ba. Afterall, its the origin and the words are really simple yet meaningful. ENG translation was provided by poster of the video (and helps if you can't catch what some lines are saying).

Not all things require detailed analysis and explaination. Think (and hope) you already got my point. May each breathe of yours feel lighter now. Smilezzz *_^/~



只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
Only piano is left here and it spent a whole day talking with me.
The cello that's been sleeping is silent and worn.


我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

I think you have made it very clear (for me) to understand.
I am aware and know too that there is no reluctance in you.

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

You said that you will feel completely broken-heart too, but I don't believe it.
Though I used to hold your hands and spent time together, it was all history.
I hope that he really loves you more than I ( still) do, only then can I force myself to leave you.


你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
You want a farewell, but I simply do not want to end this relationship.
Why do you expect me to brush it off with a smile and pretend like nothing has happened?
I don't have special talent like this, embracing you and accepting him.
Don't worry too much about me, I'll survive and live well.

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你
You have drifted further and further away (from me), and I will also walk away (from your life) slowly.
Why do I even have to give in to you regarding our parting of ways? I haven't got such special ability, to soothe (in silence) that quick.
I will learn to give you up and that is because I love you so.